Poor Mommy

What a day Gracie and I had. Gracie had to have some tests done today at the hospital just a kidney follow up but it SUCKED! We got there at 8:30 and did not leave till 1:20! Yup thats right 5 hours an I.V. and cathador later we were done. Oh and as of May 12,2008 WBMC is a smoke free compound, even the F_CKING parking lot doesnt it sound like a fun day. I have to say Gracie was much stronger than the mom was.I wanted to cry when I heard her cry.The feeling you get when your child is crying and their is nothing you can do about it is one of the worst feelings in the world. I wanted to pick her up and make it all better but I wasnt allowed to and I wanted to rub her head and tell her she would be ok but she didnt understand what I was saying their was NOTHING I could do to help her and for the first time since becoming a mother I felt helpless. I hope I do not have to go through that too many more times in Gracies life because the painin my heart was far greater than Gracies I.V. and cathador.

The rest of the day went well. We watched some TV went swimming ate and before I knew I had forgotten how sad I was when Gracie cried because she had gone right back to the Gracie Prat that at times makes me look at her and say,"FOR REAL" hahahahaha Her normal cry, laughter, fussing was back.GREAT!

We have to wait for the test results and Im sure Gracie is fine but I will be sure to post the results.

Until Next Time...Blog for support